The world is full of short-term deals. There are “30-Minute Meals,” “10-Minute Abs,” “3-Minutes to a Brighter Smile!” To all this I have to say: I want mine. Give me a break.
No, really.
I need a break. I will take anything I can get. No, I’m not looking for a lead on a gig (but, if you hear of anyone looking for a wonderfully creative composer/songwriter with a whole big bag of musical skills, please send them my way.) But, I digress…
Seriously, I just need a few moments of quiet. I know I have brought this on myself. I am the one who decided to surround myself with music, with instruments, with voices singing in beautiful harmony (and some, not so much). I am in rehearsals, in recording sessions, in the family locker room at the Y with 20 shrieking 6-year-olds all amped up after swim class.
Good Lord, my ears just started ringing with auditory muscle memory/psychological flashback damage.
I have daily doses of feedback, talkback, wailing guitars and beating tribal drums which make my heart dance. But, every musical line gets the occasional rest and I am seriously looking for a few empty measures. Give me a good old…
… would ya please? Yeah, I’m talking to YOU. You know who you are. All of you.
Simply put, I just want to walk away every once-in-awhile without someone immediately making a beeline in my direction in need of something. Is that too much to ask? (Don’t answer that.)
I love my work. I love my life. But, sometimes I just want to float away.
Sshh, listen…
{“Tropical Break, written & performed by LFK. © All rights reserved.
I hear you. At some point during the Y locker room today, my brain sort of checked out and took a brief vacation while my body was shampooing my child’s hair.
I think it’s time we looked into that silent retreat thing. Seriously.